Hmmmm, today I am feeling quite ungrateful and selfish.
I am not going into the nitty gritty details.
Basically I had an amazing birthday weekend with my hubby and 3 kids but all I can seem to focus on is what did NOT happen. No parties, no presents, not even a cake. Some people (family and close friends) didn't even take 2 seconds to wish me a Happy Birthday.
Yes, I know it sounds like I am ungrateful little brat. Oh well. But I'm also very hurt by these things. Basically I need to put on my big girl panties and realize not everyone likes me (even though I thought they did), I have to realize that I may not be as important to someone as they are to me.
I also need to pray about this. Need to pray to take away these feelings of sadness, hurt, bitterness and anger.
I need to focus on the totally amazing weekend I had with the 4 people I adore the most. SO what if there were no presents, no parties, not even a damn cake. Time for me to get over it.
Of course before I can get over it, I totally had to vent about it.
Oh, and yes, I do have my HUGE Birthday Weekend post coming soon!!
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