I am soooo done...

I have been so stresses out lately. I almost cannot take it anymore. 2009 has been the worst year so far and it's only the 8th of Jan. It just feels like everything is falling apart and I am just sitting here watching it happen. I am watching friends and family go through awful things, my step dad is in the ICU and god only knows what's going to happen, my car keeps breaking, but that's a whole different story since we are borrowing the car from friends, Matt failed the Akron PD test twice and he's all pissy. I just need everything to stop and be ok for awhile. All I do is cry. I cry day and night. I am tearing up right now cause I cannot handle the stress. I need a break from this life. I mean at least if my car is going to break, I should have money to fix it - now I need to find 77.87 for the damn part. Well, my boss is back, i gotta vent later